Ashaari Amin (now Tuan Haji) was instrumental in getting me back to stay in the school hostel.
Prior  to that I was staying with my foster mother on the fringe of Pasir Mas  town. We were in form 4 then. Reading story books was my main priority  then compared to studying for my exam. Since School Certificate of  Examination ws only due in 1968, I thought studying for the exam can be  done during the year itself.
During a discussion on Biology,  Ashaari asked me to describe the alimentary system. He was horrified to  know that I couldnt describe it. The alimentary system was elementary to  students of a science class who was due to sit for the School  Certificate of Examination in slightly more than a year's time.
He  immediately asked me to move in to the hostel and promised to talk to  the hostel master for a place for me. I definitely qualify to stay in  the hostel with my home being located 10 miles away. Compare that to  Ashaari's home which was just 1 mile away from the gate of the school.
A  short letter addressed to the Hostel Master Mr. G. Thanda and handing  the letter personally to him was all it took to enable me to join the  hostel life for the second time.
I cant recall the exact date of  my return to the hostel nor could I recall how I carried my beddings and  few belongings to the hostel. Being a school prefect I was  automatically appointed as the hostel prefect. Life changed for the  better for me since now I will be going to class without an empty  stomach. Meals will be regular. There will be at least 5 meals a day  including mid morning tea break and afternoon tea. There will also be  games in the evenings and prep class after dinner till 11 pm for the  seniors. Those who were in form 5 will continue studying till the wee  hours. The regular study among peers helped me with my grades.
Mr  G Thanda demonstrated how to be an effective Hostel Master. As a hostel  master we rarely see him around the hostel except during the  occassional walk around the dorm. One day during prep class, one of us  by the name of Abdul Rahman Hasan Koya (now deceased) fooled around by  going out of the class and made silly dance movement. The next minute we  saw Mr. Thanda walked over to him and in the sight of everyone he gave  him several tight slaps on both cheeks. He felled down and Mr Thanda  helped to bring him up on his feet then the slapping was continued .  That was the one and only time that we saw Mr. Thanda punished any one  of us and the impact was long lasting. Though we don't see him around,  he could be somewhere in the darkness watching us.
One of the  most memorable incident in my hostel life that year was when I got  drenched with a small bucket of water while in deep slumber one night. I  must have been boastful after prep class and somebody thought that I  needed to be taught a lesson for that. The way they usually did it was  to place a container full of water on your mosquito net while you were  sound asleep. The weight of the container full of water will gradually  lower the container until it finally reached a certain level whereby any  body movement will make the container spill its content on you. It was  more like a time bomb that will drench your body and not only your  blanket but also the matress. I got mine on on a night when Pasir Mas  was at the height of the monsoon season and flood water was nearing the  level of overflowing the Kelantan river bank.
I was so frustrated  that I took my revenge on the most innocent of persons who happened to  sleep on the bunk above me. The victim cursed aloud and the dormitory  light was switched on. With lots of guilt, I pretended to be asleep. The  person who slept above me was none other than my best friend Ghani  Senik (now Tuan Haji). So Tuan Haji, as I have confessed today in my  email reply to you, I was the one who caused your cold discomfort that  night. I believed many knew that I was the one who did it but they just  didnt point me out.
There was not really much to recall for the  year of 1967. More so when the teachers boycotted all extra curricular  activities and we were left on our own to do any activites.
Part 3  will describe my final year of stay in the hostel of Sultan Ibrahim  Secondary School Pasir Mas. It constituted the most memorable part of my  hostel life.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Hostel life - Part 2
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
14th October 2007 A Significant Day In My Life
It was while working on the painting job with my son Azuan, son inlaw Lokman that my 5 year old grand daughter Nur Farhana Jazleen blurted out that she knows of a secret about 'Tok Pa' (grand pa) but she can't disclose it yet until tomorrow. She stuck to her promise of secrecy no matter how much persuasion I did to her.
I would like to thank all of my children, children inlaws and grandchilfren for making my 57th birthday a day to be remembered. Many thanks too to fellow bloggers who had wished me happy birthday. I would like to say a word of thanks to all my friends who did the same on my Travel site at www.virtualtourist.com/qahlua.



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Monday, August 27, 2007
The Three Angels - Part 2
As luck would have it, one of the three angels responded. The one who  responded was Miss Teo Tang Ghee. This wholesome astute, sensitive,  mature and caring lady had taken the trouble to write more detailed  description of her experience and feelings about their experience there.  To ensure that readers get it straight from the horse's mouth I  reproduce verbatim what she wrote to me in her email. This should  correct any mistake or perception made by me in the earlier posting  about them.
On her first first day experience in Gua Musang.
When  I got my posting in the mail, my heart sank and I almost cried. How  could I possibly end up in one of the two most dreaded postings on the  peninsular (Ulu Tembeling & Gua Musang were college jokes)? Don't  they give any recognition to a 'Cemerlang' teacher training college  graduate? Perhaps you could understand my feelings if you were born and  bred in a city and the 2 1/2 -year stint at Maktab Perguruan Mohd.Khalid  in JB were the only time I had lived away from home. I couldn't even  find Renok Baru on the map!
Luckily I had a distant aunt working  as a nurse for many years in Tanah Merah. She and her JKR engineering  assistant husband kindly drove me to GM. Through some acquaintance of my  uncle, I was shown a narrow room at the video rental shop. It didn't  come cheap (I learned that accommodation was limited in Gua Musang) and I  was to share the room with the owner's younger daughter. It was the  sight of the bathroom that turned me off and I was praying that I  wouldn't be made to accept it! On the way back to TM, my uncle made a  stop at SK Renok Baru to see what it's like. Well, the bumpy ride some  distance in from the highway past wooden houses on stilts and the sight  of a single row of faded wooden building housing the classrooms that  greeted me did little to lift my spirits! The school had no electricity  nor piped water!
Sensing my dismay, my aunt thought I should go  to JPN in Kota Bahru to appeal for a change of school. The next day I  was put in a taxi and managed to find my way to JPN. The officer in  charge was not helpful and would not entertain my requests. He said I  could bathe in the river, etc (I didn't even know how to tie a sarong  securely!). But there I met my first headmaster who was very nice and  welcoming. He took me to his car where his wife and mentally-challenged  son (he made strange noises that worried me when I was in the backseat  with him!) were waiting, drove me to his house for tea then sent me to  the terminal to catch a taxi back to my aunt's in Tanah Merah. He  brushed aside all my fears, said not to worry, there's a teachers’  quarters and that he'd send a land rover to pick me up at the train  station when I arrive in Gua Musang. I had no choice but to accept my  fate. I can't remember exactly but I believe Suny came in the land rover  when I arrived. My aunt gave me containers of boiled water and also  suggested that I could carry water from the river into the house to  bathe as the planks on the wooden floor had gaps (there was no  bathroom). Can't remember anything about toilet facilities in the  longhouse-style teachers’ quarters.
On problem with accommodation and transport.
Can’t  recall the details but given a choice, we knew we wanted to stay in  town and not in the teachers’ quarters. I remember the 3 of us walked  around town looking for a room to rent. We were directed to a house with  many tenants and were shown 2 rooms- one with no windows and a naked  bulb hanging from the ceiling by a frugal and not-so-friendly old  Chinawoman who listed out unattractive terms of tenancy. At first we  decided on the one with a window thinking we had little choice, left our  stuff and went down to bathe as we were hot and sweaty. Unsatisfied, we  made further enquiries and as fate would have it we were brought to  Chop Sing Hong, a hardware shop just relocated in a new 3-storey  building. The owner and his wife were nice and there was a room to let.  We quickly went back to the Chinawoman who showed her displeasure and  said we had already taken our baths in her house! We paid her RM5 which  she took!
Later in school, we managed to work out a car pool  arrangement with Cikgu Yusof who I believe taught Maths & Science.  Although he wore a white kopiah (skull cap), he was not an ustaz. He was  from Pasir Puteh and had just been transferred to Renok Baru. He had  his daughter, Ayu, with him and they rented a house in Gua Musang town.
On Relations with HM, fellow teachers, pupils, parents.
I  remember serving under 3 Head Masters (HM) in my 5years in Renok Baru,  The 1st was transferred shortly after we arrived the 2nd was nice and  fatherly while we found the 3rd aloof and arrogant. The 2nd appreciated  our contributions and valued us. We sometimes deliberately tried to make  him panic by telling him about offers from other schools in town! He  had a slipped disc operation and some time after got transferred nearer  his home. He rang me one day to persuade me to join his school (he said  he could arrange for my transfer), can’t recall which exactly, and cited  a list of reasons to make his offer attractive. One was the distance.  He said I could take a bus back to Penang directly even if I wanted to  go home every weekend unlike GM. I didn’t take up his offer. I decided  that when I leave GM it would be back to Penang , not another school in  Kelantan. The same reason for turning down En.Sabri Salleh’s (the then  District Education officer who was very impressed with the work I did  with the students in Renok Baru) offer to teach in Kuala Krai where the  district education office was based.
The pupils were curious  about us. I think that was the first close encounter they had with  non-Malays / Chinese. I think they loved us as we loved them. They were  poor but simple and affectionate. They aroused the ‘altruistic’ values  in me, making me do more than just teach. I have a few stories about  that but they are too time consuming to write here (I’m suppose to study  for my PTK Test day after tomorrow).
The parents welcomed us.  They respected us and were supportive as well as appreciative of our  efforts in teaching their children. Relationship with the rest of the  staff was good. We even stayed overnight with the ustaz and his family  when we were making the ‘asyura’ as a community project. His wife was  very warm and was keen to teach us their culture. I remember how annoyed  I was on one occasion when all the ladies (female teachers and  teachers’ wives) spent the whole morning slaving in the kitchen and when  the meal was ready and laid out on a mat on the floor, all the men were  invited to eat first. When I protested, I was told that the womenfolk  would only eat after them. It was so unfair!
Except for some  minor hiccups, I didn’t think they were any big issues in our cultural  and religious differences. There was a lot of respect and acceptance  both ways. I don’t remember that it was the ustazah who told the  children to use the stick. I think it was the students’ own ingenuity  that led them to solve the problem of holding hands to make a circle  creatively during one of my physical education classes. Of course they  must have been taught that it was sinful to come into any physical  contact with members of the opposite sex no matter what. They were only 6  to 7 year olds!
The children liked me. One day, when they were  crowding round me, one student said she ‘sayang teacher’ (love the  teacher) and ‘nak jadi anak angkat teacher’ (Wish to be the teacher's  foster children). Suddenly, all of them echoed the same thing except  one. The class monitor, the youngest daughter of the canteen operator  said, “Tak leh, teacher kafir.”!(We can't be, the teacher is a non  believer)Well, you can see that the programming started very early in  their education.
On their transfer out.
It  was just a natural progression, also an unwritten rule that once you  have served 5-years in the ulus, you are eligible for transfer. Actually  I didn’t wait till my 5th year, I submitted my application for transfer  in my 4th year as I was unhappy with the 3rd HM. I didn’t feel much  appreciated and once he summoned me to his office to tell me I can’t  wear a sleeveless dress in school. He told me to tell Suny & Huey  Ling. Suny reacted by saying that she would wear a sleeveless dress and  shorter skirts the next time! Well, he never submitted my application  for transfer. Later he told me he forgot to submit and had missed the  deadline! I knew it was deliberate and I took it that he really wanted  me to stay!
I think Huey Ling left 1st. After 3 years, it was  easier for a local to get back to her hometown since it was not an  inter-state transfer. Then Suny got a place to pursue a Bachelor’s  degree in Teaching B.Malaysia as a First Language in UPM. It was there  that she met her Malay (of Java ancestry) husband-to-be. I was very  unhappy and frustrated as I couldn’t get a place in the university. At  that point I was determined I’ve had enough of Renok Baru. By then there  were another 4 Chinese girls posted to SK Renok Baru.
On the children’s academic performance during their stint in Renok Baru.
I  daresay having trained, qualified and competent English Language  teachers made a difference. The UPSR results for English showed  significant improvement every year. I thought the exposure to the  ‘foreign’ language we gave them was invaluable. I believe many students  benefited from our teaching. We manage to set up a Pusat Sumber  (Resource Center) and DOW Chemicals’s aid (obtained through both your  help and Hj.Hussein’s) of books and radio cassette recorders, etc was a  great boost. In one year, we won (can’t remember whether it was 1st or  2nd or 3rd placing for our rural school category) in an annual  competition among the schools in Kelantan. Later, just after I left, our  Pusat Sumber was made the regional Pusat Sumber for the district.
On Miss Yong Huey Ling and her marriage.
His  name is Oh Kim Leng. They were college sweethearts. I can’t remember  his posting in Sarawak but it was in some remote part. I believe he  injured his neck/spinal cord when he dived into the river when taking  his bath. It was a tragedy as Kim Leng, I heard, was a very talented  young man. It was a cruel twist of fate that ended a promising future  for a bright young man. Huey Ling went against well-meaning advice and  her family’s wish and married him instead. We re-established brief  contact some years back and she said she was happy and contented with  her life with Kim Leng despite his disability. At that time she was  pursuing a degree privately. Her husband was doing well after medically  boarded out, his Bahasa Malaysia tuition classes were well sought after.  He even bought her a house and car (I have to buy them myself!).
All  in all, the time in GM was an enriching experience for me though there  wasn’t much opportunities for personal & professional development.  You don’t even need to go abroad to get a culture shock, I had it in my  own country.
On her reflection and regret in life.
Whenever I reflect upon those times we were in Gua Musang (GM), it brings a nostalgic feeling that is beyond comprehension.
Well,  it was an important phase in our lives. We not only just embarked on  our teaching career but entered the 'real world' outside. We were young  and naive, and I was full of ideals. My one regret was not putting my 5  years there in good use. I could have pursued a law degree had I got the  right motivation and support. Instead, life centered around school, and  once the conditioning is set, I found myself trapped in a system that  did me little justice because it is a system that does not give due  recognition to talent or good work. It is a system that is demoralizing  because it discriminates and it fails to help people like me charts my  career path. I learn only too late that a system that treats unequal  people equally is not necessarily fair. After 22 years in the service,  you can say that I've no illusions left.
Most of my motivations  are intrinsic. If I needed external rewards to stay motivated all these  years, I would have been a dead wood a long time ago. However, the  scholarship to UK was the best reward because it gave me an opportunity  to realize my potentials and helped built my confidence. It was an  experience of a lifetime to explore a world outside my little  'tempurung' and widen my horizons. But I did not get the scholarship  because of my dedicated service, as far as the ministry was concerned I  was only a name on the list, I got it because of my luck/destiny/karma. 
Oh  Kim Leng were later featured on National Televion as an example of  teachers who contributed tremendously towards educating the youngs in  Malacca despite of his being handicapped by paralysis from the waist  down after the mishap. Their story brought tears to many who know either  one of them and saw them on TV when it was aired.
There is  nothing more that I can add at the moment. Suffice to say that these are  examplary people (teachers) who sacrificed a part of their young lives  to serve the pupils in the remote part of the country. How happy would  they be if even a token of appreciation was accorded to them. To the  three of them, this write up is to acknowledge their contibution to  society.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Befriending Your neighbours
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Saturday, August 4, 2007
The Three Angels - Part 1
Sekolah Kebangsaan Renok Baru was the school where they were posted. The school was located about fifteen kilometers and about a kilometer from the Gua Musang Kota Bharu trunk road. It must be fate that brought them to this school because there was another school right smack in the middle of town where they could have been posted to. They would be very happy to serve at the school in town due to the convenience of just walking to school. Being from Penang and trained in Mohd Khalid teachers Training College in Johor Baru, Miss Teo's first reaction when she knew that she was to be posted to Gua Musang was one of shock, dismay and apprehension. Being always resourceful, she soon found out about people from Penang who were residing in Gua Musang. Her fears were more controlled then.
Friday, August 3, 2007
The teachers of Old - The Secondary Teachers 1964
It was 1964 and we had passed the Standard Six exam to enable us to  join the Sultan Ibrahim Secondary School in form one. The unfortunate  ones who failed the exam had either to drop out or join another school  called Sekolah Lanjutan and pass the Lower Certificate of Examination  whereby they can rejoin us in form four.
Our form teacher in form  one was Mr. J.V.Moses. An Indian teacher who came from another state  which we didnt get to find out. We remember him as a teacher who walked  at a very fast pace. He seemed to be more or less like Mr. Philias Fogg  in the book Around The World in Eighty Days by Jules Verne. He commuted  daily from Kota Bharu by taking the bus to Seberang Pasir Mas, take a  ferry across the Pasir Mas River then walk the two kilometers to the  school. Since our class was in the afternoon session, walking to school  in the hot afternoon sun was a torture to him. For him it was a daily  routine. We joked among us that like Mr. Philias Fogg, Mr. JV Moses must  have counted his every steps that he walked to school. It was not  really confirmed if he did count his steps as non of us dare ask him  about it.
Mr. JV Moses encouraged us to read lots of story books.  This was where the habit of reading was inculcated in many of us. We  are indebted to him for this beautiful habit. He told us to read books  by Enid Blyton which suited us because of the simple vocabulary that she  used. The Famous Five became the rage of the class. Everytime we read  her books, we imagined ourselves to be in England. Every recess hour  would see some of us rushing to the library to grab any copies available  on the shelves. Being a small library, the stocks were of course very  limited. From the Famous Five by Enid blyton we progressed to The Hardy  Boys and The Beagles.
Being a non Malay speaking teacher Mr. JV  Moses helped us alot in our quest to learn English. Like our experience  with Mr Vijaya in the primary school, English is the only language that  we could communicate with Mr JV Moses. So like it or not we have to  speak English with our teacher. The learning process was very fast.
Food  was Mr. JV Moses greatest problem while in Pasir Mas. He couldnt get  used to the food available here. Thats the reason he had to commute from  Kota Bharu. The State Education officcer and the Headmaster must have  taken pity on Mr. JV Moses because he was later tranferred to Sultan  Ismail College in Kota bharu and thus saved him from his daily misery.  Our loss of such a dedicated teacher was the gain for the student of  Sultan Ismail College.
Sad to say we lost contact with Mr. JV  Moses. How nice it would be if we could contact him again to say thank  you for the knowledge we have gained from him.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
The Teachers of Old - Mr. Vijaya Samaravickrama.
My earlier years of schooling began in a rural school called Sekolah  Kebangsaan Kangkong, Pasir Mas, Kelantan. I was there from year one to  year four. The teachers there didnt leave much impression on me except  for the very nice Cikgu Aziz and the very fierce Cikgu Ramli. Cikgu  Ramli never taught my class. He was teaching in another class next to  mine one day and it happened that our own class teacher didnt come in at  that time. Being free and not supervised, some of us went out of the  class and saw many pupils in the next room were being punished by  standing on their chairs by Cikgu Ramli. They immediately rushed in when  Cikgu Ramli saw them outside his class. His stern look alone could  scare the shit out of us. I was not in the group but out of curiousity I  went out to see what was hapening in the next class. Cikgu Ramli caught  the sight of me and he came after me. He gave me two whacks of the  rotan. The lashes were so severe that it took the whole day for the welt  to disappear. My thin shirt didnt help me much. Sympathetic class mates  looked at my back and saw the two distinct parallel grooves left by the  cane. From that time onwards I hate Cikgu Ramli. I felt the punishment  was too severe for the offence that I made and I was physically too  small to endure that two of his best strokes.
The next phase of  my life involve a certain teacher by the name of Mr Vijaya  Samaravickrama. To him I would like to dedicate this section.
After  the 4 years stint in the Malay School I was fortunate to be accepted  into a Special Malay Class in Sultan Ibrahim Primary School Pasir Mas.  That was in 1961. The Special Malay Class was a two year transition  program for Malay school pupils to enter the English school at standard  6. This is the earliest entry for malay school pupils to an English  school. We can also enter form one in an English secondary school after  completing standard six in a Malay or a Chinese school. Entry to form  one was after undergoing a one year remove class.
What is special  about this Special Malay Class is, it is not just for Malays. We have  the Chinese and Thai pupils too but they were from Malay rural schools  as well. I can remember two classmates by the name of Khoo Cheng Ho  (deceased) and Foo Kheng Hwa.
Our class had a very special  teacher by the name of Vijaya Samaravickrama (now Dr). He is of Sri  Lankan ancestry but to our limited knowledge he was an Indian. A  graduate of Kirkby Teachers Training College in England, I would  consider him to be my best teacher. He was extremely tolerant of our  ignorance and stupidity. The first teacher that we have in the English  School whereby the teacher couldnt speak a word of Malay and the pupils  couldnt speak a word of English.
The first day in class started as such:
Mr. Vijaya: Good morning children.
Pupils: Good morning children.
Mr. Viajaya: No you must answer 'good morning sir'.
Mr Vijaya: Good morning children
Pupils. Some answered Good morning sir while the rest answered good morning children.
Mr. Vijaya: Good morning children.
Pupils: Good morning sir.
At  the end of the day another communication problem cropped up. Some  pupils have to take the evening train. Since we were in the afternoon  session, the class only ended after the time for the train to leave.  These pupils asked Mr Vijaya for permission to leave early in order to  catch the train. Since Mr. Vijaya couldn't understand Malay, they used  all sort of gesticulations to make him understand the request. All  attempts failed. Help came in the form of a senior pupil who passed by  the class. He informed Mr Vijaya of their predicament and before Mr  Vijaya could say yes they bolted out because the train was already  hooting their horns at the station which was situated almost a kilometer  from the school. The next day we heard they did manage to catch the  train as the train driver saw them running after the train and he took  pity upon them and delayed the train's departure.
Mr. Vijaya was a  very creative teacher. What we love most about him was when he told us  stories. As a dramatist, all stories came alive with not only him doing  the parts but us pupils too will have to act certain parts. So not only  we got to enjoy the story but also enjoyed acting. During such story  telling times he would vent his frustrations with the dunces in the  class. Either the dunces will be asked to act the part on a table or he  will shake his/her head as a form of punishment. I guess not many of us  realised that.
Art and craft is another interesting time with Mr  Vijaya. He had so much to teach us and he taught us as much as he could.  Thats learning and from a teacher who is so passionate about his job,  we learnt alot and very fast. By the end of year one, we could  understand English though speaking it is still a problem what more with  our Kelantanese tounge which make our English sound with a different  twang.
Our class teacher in Special Malay Two was Cikgu Hashim  Mohamad. A great artist who could paint with withwater colours and  produce great artwork. At least to my eyes. Unfortunately he didnt teach  us art and so none of his ability rub off on us.
In year three  we joined standard six. The three classes of Special Malay Class were  combined with the 3 classes from standard five. The new 6 classes of  standard Six were named by the letters A to E and we were streamed based  on our exam result.
Again I was fortunate to have Mr. Vijaya as  our English teacher of Standard Six A. A teacher who laid the base for  our English education and someone whom we know, like and trust. Mr.  Vijaya was also the hostel Master for the combined Secondary and Primary  School. During his tenure at the primary school, he was also involved  in many activities such as drama productions and other literary  activities such as debates and elocutions in The Secondary School.  Shakespeares plays such as MacBeth and Julius Ceasar were staged in this  East Coast school during his time and if I remember it right it was  carried in The Straits Times then. Later he produced Androclus And the  Lion whereby he played the leading role. Unfortunately it was staged in  Kota bharu and it was too faraway for me to see. As I was alwayss  interested in these activities I will always snooping around to such  functions. It was such experiences that helped me to create activities  for my English Literary and Debating Society of which I was Chairman.  This was when I was in form 5.
Mr. Vijaya was transfered out of  the school in 1963. Later he lectured in UITM and the last we were in  contact in 2005 he was lecturing in Taylors College. A teacher who will  teach as long as he is capable to teach. To you sir, I am indebted for  life.
